hey

Its now Feb 6th...I'm still having the same shitty lousy feeling...I really hate being in a new environment and have to adjust myself all over again. How can anyone make the best out of these two years when you're treated like a fucking idiot to be used by those fucking regulars.

Really makes me sick. Oh well...12 month 3 weeks to go. Almost survived through one year. Seems like the only good advice is to just tahan.

NSF should help NSF. So why do you fucking behave the way you do? FUCKING ASSHOLE. Just another stinking nsf...